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2010-01-18T19:45:00.003+08:00

Today was really... quick?
i had fun but it was just a normal day :) i don't no why but i wouldn't stop smiling,
so even the people who didn't know me thought i was a bit weird lol.
giving a smile and hoping for one in return :D

first warning for being late this year :(
January and already got my first late slip><"
super sad but funny because of MR SHONG :D he was funny.

ran 2.o km today for PE i thought it was fun :D
but i wouldn't stop breathing heavily like a wild bore.
at least came 1st among the girls :D
Joey looked super funny when he runs.
he just smiles as if nothing is wrong.
he is a bit crazy :P
hardcore athlete.

after school..i lost my blue nike water bottle.
if any1 has found it pls give it back.
not only is it valuable.... IT HAS SENTIMENTAL VALUE.
i will give a reward for finding it :)
sorry baby..

after that sad incident went to find baby F,
went to buy earrings since i don't wear any and contacts :D
my degrees are 175 & 200. BUY ME CONTACTS IF U WAN2 :P
just kidding but i did walk around feeling blind for a while since i had to check my eyes again.

had some sotong balls.. Japanese balls? i dunno how to call it :P
it was good but i also burned myself because it was so hot!
felt uncomfortable :(
after buying all that i gave in my $10 deposit for the yellow planner i am getting
will upload a pic once i get it :D

can't wait till everything arrives HAHAHAH super excited!

to my fellow Wendy :D ~listen to your heart~ hahaha u are lucky! really lucky :)
so JY!! <3 u loads

anyways baby F came over to my house after that and i gave him a new bag which i BOUGHT its not 2nd hand. so it was good, he likes it so its awesome!
ily :D

Once a Shoppaholic always a shoppaholic :D

2010-01-17T22:42:00.002+08:00

This is a term that is similar to
once u go black u can't go back. :P
NO OFFENSE :D

now i am busy doing hwk,
but just now i was out shopping and..
i always buy everything :(
now i need a bigger wardrobe :P i got too many clothes!!!
but i dun wan2 throw them away :P
got sumthing for baby F too :D gona give it to him tmr. hope he likes it.

now my aim is to just finish hwk! :D

happy and tired ;*

2010-01-17T01:01:00.003+08:00

Nothing really happened today besides the fact that i was top scorer in the lazer quest for a GB activity. :D yippe for me :)
chatted with the sec1's and they are so small :P hahaha

after the laser quest hanged out with baby f before going to Winnie's house :D
btw Winnie's mom is a really good cook! her spaghetti is awesome!

i skated with baby f so that would explain why i was holding onto my skates for so long :(
$300= 30KG >< it was super heavy (btw that is not the real weight) i also fell on my ass hahaha :P luckily no injuries because i wasn't wearing any safety gears :P TOO LAZY:P

Got home and den had steam boat with my family, baby f came later because he was having training :) hai~ but in the end we were still able to stuff him full like a (^-oo-^)

tomorrow i am gona have to finish up on hwk and gona go shopping too :D so very excited :P

anyways i forgot to post that my 7 month had already past :D so ILY babes <$ hehehe still growing strong.

anyways its late and i am tired. so good night :D
(thoughts.... = hwk)

OKOK i am finally moving my lazy ass (FOR THE SAKE OF MANY PPL)

2010-01-11T22:00:00.009+08:00

OKAY~~~ so i'll tell u what has happened in the following events.!

Starting in November =

i was really busy with a lot of GB related things because we were all getting ready to teach and help/ spread the hope(which was the theme of the trip) to the kids in CAMBODIA!!! T_T

i never really saw such a horrifying past before. Maybe people have heard about their stories but really seeing is the real deal. I swear, i saw their museum and it was really scary. Talk abt fucked up teenagers lol! IT WAS WORSE BACK THEN! well not compared to like smoking, drugs, sex addicts... or so... lol it was just youngsters like us... killing many people for the sake of poverty and hierarchy to end.

either way it was great helping the kids, even though they were dirty and smug-ish looking. It was heart warming to see them have such fun when it comes to just simple things, such as making kites out of paper and chop sticks.

BESIDES THAT over all i would have to say that our company wasn't bonding in the best of ways :P information is not going to be given cause that's considered taking sides right? :P OVER ALL I LOVE MY BUDDY! Shireen! she was awesome and fun to chat with :)

most of the time we were sleeping when we were on a bus. KIDS ARE REALLY HYPERACTIVE!!! :D

Second was the Camp in December~

I was selected to be part of a international multilingual camp for 5days help at Singapore Sport school. it was really awesome! i got to meet many new people from all around the world. Within 5 days we started as strangers and left as friends and literally we didn't feel like leaving lol. i cried and hahah its was fun over all :D

SANTA CLAUS IS IN THE HOUSE!

This year it was a bit more special because Baby F was spending it with my Family :D
we had a great day lol we all got pretty tipsy and gettin' high lol.
Baby F and I hosted the party at my house and prepared a lot of games lol.
I ENJOYED THE DECO MORE :D even though it was a rush. it was really fun :P
my mom got really drunk and started swimming on the floor when the FOAM sprays were out~ hahaha the foam really is a big problem lol it was so soapy and slippery~
CJ& my brother also joined so it was still fun :D

Out wit Winnie to watch ACM2(Alvin n the chipmunks2)

okay so i met up wit Winnie and we just walked around and had a few bites of food and a movie it was all cool lol. met PS and we chatted under a block. it was normal but really funny cause we were talking abt condoms and how to fuck each other upside down when ever we said it lol... + 2 small boyz in front of us were laughing. it was embarrassing but hilarious lol over all the movie was good and i suggect EAT NEW YORK NEW YORK! its worth it!!!!! :D

A good way to begin and a better way to end the year of '09!

Even though the count down has ended i would just like to tell EVERYONE!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! and i hope everyone may start with a good one :D
wana no what happened to Sian on new years?! lol
ask Winnie and Baby F :P
Baby F and i met up and had a great dinner at some Italian-unpronounceable-restaurant hahaha at Boatquay, the food was okay~~ after wards Winnie came to find us. we hanged out and chilled and by the time it was 11 30 we went to Timbre WHICH IS A GREAT PLACE! very good pizza! we drank and listened to the band :D went home we were all preatty tipsy but not drunk because that was the RULE! hahaha since i promised my parents/Brother that i can drink but not get drunk.
at abt 2-3 i got home and i was damn tired, went to wash up and wait for a few phone calls. While Baby F was sending winnie home because SHE IS A VERY DEAR GIRL TO ME!

anywho~ it was a great time and i am hoping to have another this end of year :P

who wants to join? :D

Goodbye martinis n' shooters, HELLO BOOKS~

okay so this year has begun already and finally starting to settle into my shoes. It feels weird, but its gona have to do. School has begun and Sec1 orientation was great, even though they were naughty/bored. I TRIED! so dun blame me!!!
and i missed classes for it so.... they better be happy!

over all now i am trying to keep up with studies so :D just found the time to fit everything tgt.
new class new ppl. very weird but hoping for everything to change... guyz are a little UNfriendly.. but nvm i'm sure things will work out :D
baby i wish i could just put u in my pocket and take u with me... cause i just dun wan2 miss u anymore.. it hurts..

What a weekend.

2009-11-22T22:23:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to my NAT MOK :D

And to my brother Nick :)

This weekend was really crazy!
My family and i + my brothers friends were all at a chalet celebrating his 21st lol

things got a little rough in the end.
but it was really fun :D

stayed up till like 4ish and like couldn't take it anymore and just slept. hahaha

my brothers friends and my family members were quite drunk hahah
and well i couldn't drink MUCH... doesn't mean i never lol :D
u no just sneak here....add a bit of this into my coke... hahaha

here are some pics.

FYI

2009-11-20T11:34:00.004+08:00

Who ever tagged on Elaine's blog with the name of
Fabian and Fabians GF
YOU ARE JUST LAME....
Get a life and u failed big time in trying to act as sum1 else...
sorry but if i have ruined ur life...
EITHER WAY
i dun think i have ruined anybodies life so far since i have only been here for a while...
u just really have no life..
just because other peoples lives are better then urs doesn't mean u can ruin theirs..
ur probably too ugly to even have a good life.. B***H!...
if u got a problem with someone just come forth and tell the person why the hell do u need to hide behind a computer... and just BullShit... its not like we will eat u..
so next time don't disturb my sleep with something so idiotic..
i apologize to E for such a stupid interruption of ur life lol
P.S. Fabian will never say such words.. not even to his loving sister..
P.S.S. Just leave people alone"unknown" and stay unknown.. cause no one wants to no who the hell u are..
Baby hehe i woke up early because of this and so i posted this. nvm doesn't matter i still love u loads :D

everything is settled so its okay :D

Holidays are Up! n yet i am still busy...

2009-11-16T20:16:00.002+08:00

I really wished to be free.
At least i could spend time with all my peeps!
anyways i changed my song, i dunno i find it nice :)

Well recently i went to V's church to play this lazer tag.
It was very fun and exciting hahahaha
though it was obviously different from a real gun.
NEXT AIM= GO FOR PAINT BALL :)
who is up for that?

Yesterday baby came to my house and we just played lol
he is a very bad cook when it comes to new kitchens :( hai~
hahahah just kidding he was JUST alright.

Today i just came back from this netball "friendly" game with AES??
i don't remember the name lol
but it was an international school and they were actually really tall!!
at least i dun feel so bad :)
BUAHHAHA Just kidding to all my shorty friends :)
It felt like we won though nobody was taking down the scores :P

BESIDES THAT
i am really thinking about getting a job.. but yet again with so much, should i even get one?
never mind, and well congrates to all the sec5 & sec4's on their O lvls.

LONG LONG ago...
the chalet was alright, but like i was dead sick... so it sucked for me! t-t
anyways i didn't get to eat much and i didn't get to drink much!!
next time order more things to eat! and drink!
now i am awaiting for my 200 or else i will be in DEEP SHIT!

luv u long time :)

Spinning right round right round :P

2009-11-09T09:25:00.003+08:00

It just sucks.... i am like super dead... and i am super sick ==

yesterday i came down with a flu though i am not sure what a flu is i think its a cold.
I am coughing, Having fever, feeling very weak, and can anybody tell me what that is?? hahahaha
i always get mixed up with those two :(

Yesterday i was at this netball carnival and it was ok ok lohhhh~~~~ :P
I felt too sick to play so i left at the end of the 2nd game.
I went home to take a shower and ate my pills.. fell asleep right away.
I HAD to wake up at 6 to get dressed to go to Ehub because it was my uncles birthday...
We had this buffet lol and i didn't help much hahahaha
i ended up getting full after a bowl of rice :P
my bad well WHAT DO U EXPECT RIGHT?!
sorry no pics...
soon i shall get my ONE AND ONLY NDSi!!!!!!
and den i'll post a lot of pics :Dhehe

does anybody no any game shops that sell BESIDES BISHANS?

SHOUT OUT:
Denise= Sorry i wasn't able to finish the game with ya'll and well i did have dun :D
i hope you guyz did too.
Baby= Thanks for being there for me :) even though u were just on the phone u sounded like u cared :D

LATEST NEWS!:
winnie is being a retard. and there is proof :
HAHAHAHAHA :P

Happy Annie 5th :) & Winnie wo de lao pooohhH~ :)

2009-11-05T23:42:00.003+08:00

Hangin out with Winnie yesterday :D

Went off to bugis in our heels lol and it was freaking fun and hilarious.
Started off with Winnie and i on the train and we got wee-a-weet hahahaha (whistled) by sum F-UGLY ite guys lol hahahaha
so obviously we laughed like hell.
So we shopped at bugis the whole day lol and some how Winnie's feet started to hurt really badly because of the heels
TRUST ME! she looked like a drunken from behind lol.
Afterwards we headed off to bishan which lol some random guy came to talk to us abt modeling lol i guess the heels which was 2-3 inch high really makes u look FREAKING TALL!!!
but still that guy was freaking funny! he talked so fast that we didn't get a single sentence out of him lol.
Anyways wen we reached bishan met baby and Winnie was walking barefooted lol hahahahahahah :P unglam. unglam.

HAPPY 5TH ANNIVERSARY BABY! :)
sweet sweet love (:
Well since we couldn't celebrate our anniversary we celebrated it a day earilier :)
We went to Kuishin Boh lol how ever u spell that lol.
AND IT WAS SO GOOD!! we literally ate.. until i felt like puking but i was not allowed to waste food lol i was so stupid enough to actually get a lot of SUSHI... i should get more SHASHIMI..
hahahah either way i found it a blast :) hehehehe wa... good food never fades. :P
We bought matching watches :) hehehe upload the pic later :P
we played the arcade for like damn long and it was soooo funnny lol!!! hahaha i swear... arcades won't ever loose its entertainment :P
I also bought FOR THE FIRST TIME! 2 pairs of flats :D BUHAHAHAHAH
black and white :) hahaha simple yet nice right? :P
anyways thats all for today

Winnie= cheer up okie? dun feel so sad... things will work out alright? u just need to think it through and make action.
Pei Shi= Sorry for sounding desperate abt the cash just no lol hahahaha :)
Baby i love you loads! i will never forget u :) hope u had a great day. i just love u...simply just love u :)

Your smile is too bright! ur blinding me :P

2009-11-02T21:45:00.007+08:00

Sorry, i haven't been able to post much recently because many things have happened :)

Which means a lot of good things are happening! yay!

A week ago...
I was at the council camp! it was great and fun, yet also very scary. I finally knew the values of the school hahahah GRACE! also known as my classes name :P
G. God-fearing = to believe in god because he gives us our power to treat each other nicely :)
R. Resilience = Being strong and to stand up again once we have been pushed down :D
A. Agape = Unconditional love to everyone & god.
C. (reminds me of Melvin) Conscientiousness = to persevere everything and to keep looking forward.
E. Empathy = to have faith in each other and to be a helping hand to each other.

one thing i had learnt is that even if i am not a councilor, i probably could do the same thing :)

ALSO: Congratulations for all 2 grace to promote :D
Pei Shi, Valerie & me has to JYJY for next year.
TT ppl :) you must also JYJY.
NA ppl Must also! also JYJY :)
It seems like this year went by in just a blink of an eye. I still remember the time i first came into the school. I look back now and i will never forget you all :D
I LUV U 2 GRACE!!

Winnie and I were out looking for jobs around Bishan & Yishun.. and we only found out that 16++ can apply for waitresses at restaurants =='' so well i guess i'll be waiting in march. Winnie i'll meet u der in a year :P hahahahaha but this eyar i am not sure if i even can work cause i am so busy with so many things.
1) gb parade.
2)gb Cambodia trip preparations
3)training for netball
4) drill practices for gb
5) with baby..:D

BESIDES i just came back from Fun Camp (for GB)
It was alright to begin with but over all... it was a bit hectic but not as hectic as ATC so over all its alright. Worst part of having camp is the.... CONCRETE FLOOR T_T.... its really painful to sleep on ><

Besides that i went out today with Wendy and Vanessa!
We were at bugis for the whole day! and because of me... wanting to watch a movie we didn't get to go to far east :P sorry!!!
hahaha, i also found out who u no who is from wendy whowho :) hehe
And we had loads of fun at the arcade with the drums and guitar! we suck! but we are good at it :P thank goodness we didn't loose the games hahahaha :P
We also ran a lot IN THE RAIN! because SUM ONE needed candy for NO REASON! hahahaha jk! Vanessa :P since we all wanted too we kept running back and forth of the road hahaha :P
Wendy bought new High waist shorts and Candy
Vanessa bought Eye drops and Candy
I bought Candy, stickers for my keyboard and New Game Card lol
See the key board super cute right?! ;P
Well i am going back to study first :)
Chow~ <3*
I love you baby. i miss u each day. i feel like 100 needles pierce into my heart when i dun see u for 1 day. i can't do anything but cry.(in my heart) missing you tons

From Hell To Heaven!

2009-10-25T22:48:00.003+08:00

I got this really cool thing i wanted to share.

I made the most PERFECT EGG!!! EVER!!!!! LOL and i am so proud of myself :D
see!

Sorry didn't blog recently lol i just came back from Councilor Camp :D

wa.. i swear it was both fun and painful.
Definitely a lot of games to play, i LOVED 'Uncle Kopi E Bei'
It was fun and also enjoyable. I still feel like its some what pressurizing.

I came back on Saturday afternoon and i was super tired! i slept for only 4 hours?!
well its not like i have never tried just.. not with so much energy being used up in one day :S

I got home and den had to get ready for a outside dinner with family :(
Ate Sushi at 'The Village Center" which is some place i have never heard of! Lol

Moving on to today.
I woke up early and then went for GB. Got a lot of people who donated to charity :)
it was so good :D HAHAHAHA i am so proud that i didn't sleep during serivice.
I came home.. and i realized i forgot my keys and my phone in the house.
SO i sat outside and waited... lol parents came home at abt4+
so then showered and got ready to go out for dinner with auntie and cousins at Jack's Place @AMK
VERY NICEEEEEE!!!
went to Aunties house and saw her new 7 weeks Puppy!!!! i am still not sure what they are calling her but i'll post the pics soon so just wait!
TRUST ME SUPER SMALL AND SUPER CUTE!
like really like baby, she can't walk for too long cause den she got no more energy and lie down again XD SO FUNNY~!

free as a bird... troubled.. as a human??

2009-10-19T00:40:00.002+08:00

Well Since i am super free now + i am quite tired.
This shall be my post of the day.
I just came back from eating some carb porridge today and WOW it was the first time i have ever liked porridge!
but besides that i watch Julie & Julia. It was so good! you have no idea. Seriously it makes me feel like i want to cook! hahaha just kidding i can't cook well to save my life.
When i reached home a while later i got into an arguement with Baby F but it was over something really stupid. Instead it didn't last long.
About 20 minutes? hahaha we apologized and are currently still loving each other more and more each day :D

Happy Birthday Jia En!

2009-10-17T15:43:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday to you!

Happy Birthday to You!
Happy Birthday TO AUNTIE
Happy Birthday to You!
Hip hip Huray!!!!
Today is Siah Jie En's 14th Birthday!
hehehe hope that today you'd have a great day!
Wendy, Fabian, Brice and I have given her a build-a-bear bear?
AND I SWEAR! it was so! so! so! FUN!

Besides that i went to go try on clothing with Baby f
+
he bought me Bea Bea which is this new fellow
WHICH I SURRENDERED MY WHOLE HEART TOO!

And i realized something....
High Waist Skirts will
NEVER
suit me... as shown on... ><"

Besides all this! i got to no who was Kelvin (tall...) & Gabriel (shortie...)
For lunch with Auntie JE :D

Realizations, Confessions... ummm... JK :D

2009-10-15T21:12:00.004+08:00

I realized that Craig David is actually kind of cute, though he has a funky voice.

Its kind of good to listen to.
Just look at his face!
Even though he is black, there is nothing wrong with it to me (NO RACISM!)
(okay.. maybe he looks a bit.. wtf here :P)

I no.. i still got baby F but still its not called cheating when u don't touch or anything..
There is a policy = 'can look, but don't touch.' Works too right?
+
Everyone has to at least have one person who is famous to fantasize right?! :D
Still loving u baby f :)

On with what had happened today.
I came home from school when everyone was suppose to go for their Listening Comprehension
Got home, showered thought of going for a jog but in the end to lazy to move my ass out of the house :P

WEIRD ISSUE..
U HAVE TO AGREE. FIRST IMPRESSIONS ARE CRUCIAL.
Some guy *whom i thought was a nice person to be friends with* turned out to be the awkward weirdo... i don't no but don't you think 20+ people should KNOW already how to communicate?
1st convo started like this:

Da boy: hey you...there?

Sian: yeah yeah

Da boy:haha

Da boy:ur attached alr..?

Sian: yeah~ and why are u asking?

Da boy:hmms i was wondering sori

Sian:for?

Da boy:nth cos all the while i dun dare to talk to girls whu r attatched lol..nvm me

Da boy: do u like guys whu play piano?

Sian:... why are u asking so much? XD are u like trying to relate this to u?

Da boy: yeah cos i do play and i posted some of my vids in youtube and i was wondering if...u would wanna watch

Sian:umm okay..

Da boy:these are all of my vids...........(hiding the identity)hope u like it

Da boy:btw..i needa go off soon would u mind if..we can..talk on the phone...and..noe each other more...?

Sian:umm sorry but can we like slowly become friends?

Da boy:as in..whilst i m walkin towards the station

Sian: u kind of rush into things a lot..

Da boy: oh sorri.

Da boy:cos i m not so..used to it but becos..i m goin to go off soon and i really i dunno when ur gonna be online again..as in..when can i be able to..talk to u

Sian:i'll chat with u once u get back alright?

Da boy:u noe wat i mean er that will be like..evening-.-

Sian:dun worry i will be online for most of the day

Sian:yeah i am like on 24/7

Da boy: :...but i did not see u online dis morning

Sian: i was at school???

Da boy: which sch r u in now

Sian: kcpSS

Da boy: ok hmm

Sian:you?

Da boy:i m in uni now (my head already...wtf?) lol

Da boy: but ppl tot..i m still 18 cos i look like that way hahha (his foot!) btw i realli hope u like my vids n i will wait for ur sms so that we can sms even though i m offline and noe u more smiles :) see u sian chan

Sian:... ummm okay....

Da boy:smiles and pls pls pls dun feel weird if not

Sian:okay bye...

Da boy:i will not noe how to react i m not used into doin this

Sian:it can't be helped if i do feel weird...

Da boy:...u shd not be rite..? cos i m not an alien-.- k well see u smiles

Sian:okok i'll see u..

Da boy:ok btw.. i can recommend u dis, do u listen to chi songs?

Sian:nope i am not into chinese songs..

Da boy:oh ok den its all rite. smiles :) happi watchin then, see u

Sian:okay bye..

Okay.... SO DAT WAS MAJORLY... what the hell :D

Finally! Today was the last day of EOY!
i realized some really stupid and silly mistakes
and also unfair questions! going to complain! :P
Yippe finally on break.
Now i have to face my most scariest and feared fears.
I.N.J.E.C.T.I.O.N.S!!!!!
Missing you baby....

First Day!

2009-10-12T20:19:00.003+08:00

FINALLY! the exams are here and what makes it worse is that it has begun!
well at least get it over and done with right?
hope to do well for all subjects.
today got over and done with Geography.
3 more days to go! JYJY :)
hoping for the better future to come.

Lub u loads baby!

Big Boyz Birthday!

2009-10-07T22:11:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Baby F!

hope you really enjoyed the present and the way i presented it.

Luv u loads for now and for ever!
17 is a good number... i think :S

Started off with meeting him at Circle line was late today but hehe forgive me!
After school had a very very light lunch at Pizza Hut
Went back to school to find "ah Lian, Auntie & long hair(awaiting a better nickname) STUDY
Den go my house with baby f and watch TV and study a bit.
damn tired :P

Now i am tired.
P.S. Let bygones stay be bygones.

If your happy and u no it clap ur hands clap clap

2009-10-06T19:04:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 4th Month Anniversary!!!!
A LOT OF HAPPY THINGS HAPPENED!!
1) Its my 4th month!!!!
yippeee! very happy that we r still in the good term relationship!
its finally our 4th month but...
today i didn't get to spend much time with u --
i understand u r busy.. just.. hmmmmmm~
NEVER MIND still okay cause tomorrow is ur birthday!!!
hehehe 17 is a bigger number... wa.. getting older... hopefully getting wiser ;)
not so sure though :P

2) Got extra Revision today with Winnie, Lyn & FAI TAN!
learnt a lot and well not sure if i need to study science anymore.. but dun give up hope!!
anyways still got 5 more days including the weekends. So JYJY!!! to every1!

3)Because Thom-sun is out! so because Winnie happy i also quite happy :D congratulations and welcome him back out. Hope for the better. FYI. pls be guai.

4)Happy that i get to stay (basically) a lone in the house for 3 days n 2 nights.
While parents are away to Thailand... who wants to PARTY?!!!

5).... actually... no reason why... just feeling happy:D

MAJOR BAD THING) My mom and i was in a car crash quite some time ago and we like scratched the car from behind and it was so minor u only thought a few hundreds would do the job. NEXT THING... she contacts saying it costs a few thousands.. for the sake that we just bumped her like a bit and now it costs like freak! -3- i think they did something to the car before actually went to take a photo... they said the car broke down. the boot won't close!? like wtf! the scratches was so minimal.. so bad.. we didn't take a photo at first and so.. no evidence of such a small scratch.. completely.. argh.. unreasonable BITCHES!..

baby even though... we didn't spend much time together. I totally understand. You have your 'O' levels and its hard to interrupt that. Even though its tough cause i am thinking "why today, why this day" i understand. I love you and i want the best for u! so do ur best or else this day was a complete waste. :( muah!

Saturday Morning And its the Mid- Autum Festival.

2009-10-03T08:50:00.002+08:00

Morning!
Woke up at 8 which is now.
i realized that the weather really isn't getting better. Super gloomy.
So later on in the day going to plaza Sing to get a present. for myself.
[sounds stupid but im not paying for it XD]
i hope to watch 'The Ugly truth' I heard it was really really good
and one of the top few good movies recently.
Tonight... hmmm.. i think i have a family dinner going on. so i can't spend much time with him. must reach home by... 6? so... depressing..
finally i get a chance to be with him. and now its only for 5 hrs....

Last Night hahaha i shaved my dog..
cause of her skin (hot spot) which is always scratches and in the end....
it bleeds...
i feel really bad that she is like that, and i feel bad that we have such a dog. lol

At school the other day.. i was normal i guess..BUT:
just i hope for them to understand me.
I don't know.
I wan2 see it in their point of view but i wish for them to see into mine first before we say anything.
Its really a head ache to continue when it doesn't seem they understand, or is it just me??? (^o..o^)
Well Winnie i hope u won't be sad anymore Y_Y just no
ITS FOR UR OWN GOOD :) we still love u loads. well I still do :P
Hope everything works out in ur side.
I no its hard to keep everything in place. But for it to all work out.
Ya'll got to consider each others side and den u'll figure it out.

'Don't Worry~
About a thang~
Cause everything little thing~
gona be alright~
Don't worry~
etc. i forgot the rest...'Thanks for always walking with me to school :)
xoxo

Out Shopping! :)

2009-09-28T19:55:00.006+08:00

I finally for filled a bit of my wish lists :)

Luckily i got a extra 300 for free!!! to go shopping.
i bought:
Jeans from Zara
Dead Sea Products
New Pair of ... heels..??
A new Slim Wallet from Myuk
A new Bag (for school) Envelope from Myuk
New Pencil Box
... n i still have a bit remaining :)

Saturday and Sunday:
went to go to shop at marina and plaza sing. Very happy cause i got new things and besides that i was shopping with Baby F.. nice enough to pai me. even if it was last minute.

Monday
normal normal...
went to hospital after wards with Winnie being by my side.
but in the end nothing serious :)
went home and den played with my dog.
SPECIAL THANKS to winnie for being der for me.

baby.. i am sorry i couldn't spend much time with u. but i will try to;) <3

Ya'll are the reason why i continue to live on :)

2009-09-14T23:12:00.005+08:00

Thursday 10/09/2009

After the remedial at school i went to Serengoon to meet my son Dick-face with Winnie lao po,
Ate at KCF before going
On the way to Serengoon saw Santa Claus:

On the bUs!

Met Oddy & Hazel when Samuel came. Had a few laughs :) and den... went home.
*give credits to me dixon, i help u ar*

Sunday 13/09/09
Full day with family :)
Woke up ate out at Causeway Point, bought new cardigan, Slippers & other things ;)
Went home and spent time with family.
Out again to AMK for Pepper lunch but instead as for dinner.
had a pedicure & manicure with mama at nail palace :P
Home again and tired as hell.

Monday 14/09/09
Today was average :P finally got to meet baby again after 5 fcuking days.
we walked to school
Asna damn unreasonable.. confiscate my ipod when not even on and dun let me tell her the explanation!
after school go find her damn scared she catch my 4th raw piercing :P
Went to bubble tea & got fight with lyn,win,ps,tri. (JE and me came later)
with dem stupid-think-they-are-big-small-ass-Guang-Yang-PRIMARY-boys... hai! so sad...
den got another problem but i was not der :P over today was actually a normal day :)
NOW I AM FCUKING TIRED.. SLEEP SLEEP :) night.

Beach Day!

2009-09-09T18:48:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, it was TRICIA (my slave)'s BIRTHDAY!! WOOT WOOT! happy 14th birthday. Another year older and wiser!

Started off on Monday
Pei Shi and Winnie came to my house to bake cup cakes and drink Fruit Wine, Baileys and Amerula. LOL winnie was drinking most of the time :S but we were suppose to BAKE for Tricia's birthday present.
Played Wii and those two were really funny!
We all had dinner together which was steak and mash potato's with a bit of broccoli YUM!
Watched PS. I Love You! AND IT WAS SOO SWEET... made me so~ u no~ AWWW~
and they left.

Tuesday (Tricia's Birthday!)
Woke up at 8.. freaking hell it was freaking early!
Met baby at Bishan MRT to give him the cup cakes because i was going to go find Tricia and i couldn't let her see.
Met Tricia at AMK and went to my affairs house (Peishi) and found out that we didn't need to do anything. She got all the sandwich and sausages ready which i luv~ YUM!
Went to Bishan circle line to meet everyone.. ended up that Yockkiang, HaoLin & Jared didn't show up.. *bitches* so we left circle line with just Tricia, Peishi, Winnie, Fabian, Dixon, Samuel, See Wei, and ME!
Headed off to Sentosa FOR MY VERY FIRST TIME :) The beach was nice! but the... sea.. had a lot of sea WEED~ XD umustloveweed :P
Aloiscias(sry don't no how to spell ur name), CW, Elaine, Trudy & Alvin came later
Played played played.... swam swam swam.... played ball... eat eat eat... and... went home at abt 9+ 10+? didn't check the time so don't remember.
accidentally bumped into Aloiscias on the way home wen he was going back home from work :)

Today
Woke up at 1 pm, was fucking blur and tired.
Went to Safra Country Club to swim. Had fun and a few laughs :P
and now i am home :)

A few days back... Saturday!
I went to meet Wendy & Jia En to bake the Devils Cheese Cake!
i luv cheese cake! :)... but realised that the devils cheese cake was effing hard to bake u no! took forever...
We played wii and Jia En BEAT ME!! XD i came 2nd from the bottom again.. :P
I swear... don't underestimate Jia En's Little Brother. i 4got his name...
went home to eat with family at about 6+
Baby.. i hope things will become better :)

Happy 3 Monthsary!

2009-09-06T21:45:00.004+08:00

Finally today has come and as it is our third month, we had a great time as per usual :)
just this time i didn't need to pay MUCH hahaha, Just kidding. Honestly i wouldn't want him to pamper my fully.. feels a bit.. selfish? stingy? well i am slowly getting use to it :)

ATTEMPTED TO BUT FAILED.. so we ended up trying to take pictures of our lovely outfits and faces :P but.. didn't take a good one but so far these are the best.. i guess??

We started off by meeting up at 11, which is by the way, really EARLY! and moved to bugis.
Hung out there walking around at bugis junction, ate at.. ajishin?? the noodle shop with the girl with buns?? finished eating and got sum1 ask me for trying out being a model. i was very shy but in the end.. they were about to con me $30 without telling me indirectly -3- bitches.. hahaha

Moved to Bugis street, freaking crowded T_T and nothing much to buy... never my type but.. trying out this girly thing thing, in the end..... EPIC FAIL.

Moved to another mall next to bugis junction and played this 'who wants to be a millionaire' game at the arcade :P won tickets with the winning champion of 20 among loser Fabian at 12the Gift i won for him :)

Moved towards Plaza Sing and walked around. Wanted to watch 'I Love You Beth Cooper' but in the end... ic analyzed T_T didn't get to go in.. another bitch :P

So decided to move to AMK to watch and actually we got in :) so happy!

When home and walked together by the lake and had dinner there. talked a bit den when home :) I had a great time, even though it wasn't big and it wasn't effing special. but being with him.. is the most special thing ever :P

THNKZ Lao Gong For caring :D hehehehe

Wo Hen Ai Ni Ar Baby :)

I hate the fact that yu'd jump to conclusions..

2009-09-04T18:41:00.002+08:00

Just not long ago, Baby F was at my house and i was helping him with his facial appearance in my room. Parents weren't home and brother was in the other room.

I was just helping him with his pimples and den my father has to barge into the room and knock on the door like a freaking mad man, he doesn't trust me at all so why bother GOING to give me the talk about 'YOU'VE LOST MY TRUST ....

i understand yeah it was in the bedroom and i should do such but we just finished watching a movie + everything was in my room so wtf! he gets mad for the most idiotic things.. PISSED ME OFF -- den he starts showing me attitude... like what the fcuk,

he just scared Baby F away.. feel damn bad.. but like argh.. wt ever..

post next time abt the past week. fcuked up!

SKATIES :)

2009-08-16T14:37:00.006+08:00

Finally i dun need to postpone the time to be able to get my skates :)

Today started off with... waking up and meeting baby at the mrt to buy this!!!

His Lime Green Skates & My Pink Skates :)

Afterward we went home to put everything down and skated T_T... it was so painful... but never mind :P

Yesterday, Baby come over to me house to help me paint my doll house :P *CAUTION STILL IN PROGRESS* but its going along fine. We den all played mahjong together :) which i won 50 :P but.... hai~ there was many things that made me depressed T_T hai~~~ shit.. i really do suck dun i :P

During Last week :)
I got home after running and found my baby dog like dis :P

Before getting home :) i was at winnies house having a study group which btw.. didn't work much :S but tried :) i had sum of her moms nice yogurt cake :)

ugly...shot.. BUT MAIN POINT IS TO LOOK AT THE CAKE :)

Just keep Swimming, Just keep swimming, just keep swimming swimming~~~

2009-08-10T19:54:00.002+08:00

Started the day by waking up really early!

Met Baby and well his friends were also suppose to come along but never mind. The Two of us would do just nice too :)
so we went to Jurong East to the semi-wild-wild-wet thing and it was alright><
The Main thing was to actually get a full body tan, but in the end.. no sun..
UNTIL we decided to leave for novena to look at skates WHICH I AM DESPERATELY GOING AFTER! & i fell asleep on the way there :P
and so then the sun came out. Such a waste :P but over all i had fun! :) And that was abt it for today.
Baby i luv the fact that its just the two of us :) i dun ever feel bored or anything :P just today was so tiring so.. sorry for sleeping :P

Happy 44th Birthday Singapore :)

2009-08-09T23:37:00.006+08:00

Today is National Day. Yipee for Singapore, though i didn't do much, i was able to do something i have never done before :)

1) Gone to a Library on a Public Holiday, which by the way was stupid cause it WILL NEVER be open on any public holidays :P Effing Stupid of Lau Po & Me :P We decided to meet up early to study but ended up chatting for most of the time :D ITS STILL GOOD TO BOND. I luv her so muchie, hope u will wait yeah? JYJY i won't blame u either if u let go yeah?? :D hahahaha i also rememberd that winnie is trying very hard to remember *mango* (inside joke) :) JYJY for CT's

2) Gone to Marina and got a really good seat :) even though it was just Baby and I. I had loads of fun just laughing at him :P well.. we went to sit down at 2pm :S early right? but we were able to actually get a decent seat :) SUPA HUMID and SWEATY T_T went home smelling like... piss??? :P

The Helicopter

Terrorists and police and ect :S dunno wt :P

Loud Cannons

Divers :)

Water Laterns

FireWorks *.*.*

Happy Birthday Granma :)

2009-08-08T23:45:00.003+08:00

Today was my grandmothers 60? 70? th birthday :) well we celebrated her birthday at my house with mom hosting a buffet for lunch & Dinner =0=.. i swear it was so fulling but yet again no time because...~

BABY was here too, though i found him a bit like an extra person but never mind ;p well we bought a wooden-make-together-doll-house-thing and we put the whole thing together with furniture too :) SUPA CUTE!will take a pic later ;)

WTF... today was the first time in a VERY long time since i wore a Skirt :P wow... felt kind of uncomfortable :( thinking abt wearing it more often.

Finally broke my old school shoes & got new converse ones :) i really hope they look good, cause i normally dun wear converse... *dunaskwhy*

Got my future skates shoe laces so pretty~ :) ALSO the newest issue of S Cawaii~ i have been craving for it the whole entire time. Finally got it because my mom agreed on getting it for me :)

from now on, will be writing abt 10 things on what i have been thinking abt today:

1 "wa..so humid.."
2 "shit...got to loose the small hilly thing"
3 "fuck this.."(doll house making)
4 "Ca's are coming again... STUDY~"
5 "how is winnie doing?? *hope u r oky Lau Po*"
6 Wonder abt Lyn&...
7 "can not go to church again.."
8 "when will i turn 18?"
9 ""Does this look good on me?"
10 "baby baby baby baby baby baby"

Your the sweetest drug

2009-08-06T20:19:00.007+08:00

has already arrived. Seriously wow, i never knew that time would really go by so fast. What happens if i blink my eyes and it turns to 6 months? or blink again and its a year :3 While being with you i hope that time could just freeze so that there is no need to care about a deadline, curfew or problem because i want to spend ever single second of my life being next to you and only you. ~*<3i hope the unpleasant feeling leaves me soon.

Awesomness ness

2009-08-02T22:39:00.004+08:00

Finally got a new pair of headsets t.h.a.n.k.s to a special sum1 :)
well started off with great help from baby :)
he came all the way to Yishun so early just to help me wash my parents cars :P but dun worry it wasn't cheap labor XD we went for lunch... and omfg.. i literary felt as if it was like 'meeting the parents' hahaha, but waking up at 7 am and washing cars for abt 4 1/2 hours is the longest time i've ever spent washing 2 cars. IT WAS FUN :)

S.t.a.r.t.s off with 7 am woke up and got ready.

7+ am got ready and waited

8+ started to meet up and wash the car! :)

9+ started to get a tan :) on my back, which is good. i've always wanted a even tan :) (so dark..feel..)

12:30 pm FINISHED washing :)

1 pm had dinner with family and baby. it was so.. =0=''

3 pm met up with him again after showering and ect. went out to suntec to buy my headsets as a anni present :) earlier better :P

9+ piggie back :) my feet got blisters... fucked up mothers shoes are so painful!

10 pm just got home T_T tired as hell!!

NOW going to sleep...
baby, even though i teard for the last 5 mins.. i really dun wan2 loose you in life... i swear, i'd never forgive you if u just left me like this.. <3!>

Walking On SunShine :)

2009-07-30T19:20:00.006+08:00

Since I haven't blogged in a while and it really ain't my fault. d: i will BLOG A BIG POST :)

So Common Tests are coming and OBVIOUSLY! everyone has to start studying right??? weird part is that they call it common test but its also known as CA 2?? where did the T go right? :S anyways.. nothing really important..><'' school has been school for the last few days which is kinda boring but what ever. I am really gona try kick my ass this CA cause i really need to get into express or even Through Train, i really hope that JEREMY wont discourage me.. cause.. i dun see a point... right? anyways +oil for every one :) besides that i am recently saving for Skates (recent as in.. yesterday) SO JYJY too me :) right??? worst part... is that i know absolutely nothing about skates... besides the most obvious fact... has 4 wheels... xD but everyone starts somewhere right? *i really hope i won't fall, i already have enough scars*

i miss...baby... T..T... that is honestly the only thing i am thinking of right now :P

besides that! last night, my parents had this major-loud-ass-aggressive-top-of-your-voice-describable-irresistible argument. I didn't hear much i just heard some hokien words which i really have no idea what the hell they were saying, besides that it was quite scary and i bet my mom was in tears of ANGER! ~rawr~ i really was kind of scared cause family issues are the worst, hope they stay together. Don't want to experiencing another loss again, even though the first time happened a long time ago i feel as if it would happen again.><'' I got detained for being late for the second time being late already this term, it is so fast. Hai~ never mind since i found out a new way to get to school but it involes the skating WHICH I NEED ASAP! :) but baby more important :)

Recently played with my dog and she is super cute><>

PeiShi 14th Birthday came and went by already, quite fast right? well Lynn,Tri,Win & I decided to make her a bundle of stars which is so cute! and put it into a box while we write our own individual messages in one star and place it in the center inside a small box. Doing so we also made hearts (special thanks to Fabian for teaching :) All four of us went to Plaza Sing. to a shop where AMK also had!!! which was so OMFG traveled so far when something was so close lah xD and then Win, Fab & I went to meet up on Sunday to make the stars quite funny that day. Just winnie looked sad.. never mind i am sure she will be okie :) she is my LAU PO anyways right?!?!?!!

24/07/09 was a really unforgettable time.

the dark night
by the pond
on a blanket
the relfection of the other buildings
made just us two seem to be the only two on earth
watching the moon
and a shimmering star
hand by hand
heart by heart
emotions overcame
and reavealing each ones true self..
honestly, i wouldn't mind being with you forever ~<3* style="text-align: left;">On Saturday after GB went to find Wendy & Phiona, Wendy invited Fiona and Me to go to her churches captains ball thing. I swear!! i got DARKER T_T but never mind i am already dark/TAN and the competition was very tough but over all main thing was to just have fun and do things as a team even if we can't win. right??? hahaha i try to believe it honestly, but its hard :P guess wt?! we came SECOND! from the bottom. Over all we did great! so AWESOMENESS!!!

Today had training and it was freaking slack hahaha for seniors, of course :P couched the sec1's hope they understood cause i spent a lot of time, effort and my voice to explain. I kinda like our sec1's their QUITE cute ><'' ALEX FROM SEC 5!!! who is also known as CHEAPO!!! wants his 75c back!!! -3- just because i asked him to buy me mentos which ONLY COSTS 75c!!!! CHEAPO! (i still won't give it back) buhahaha..

Before Training went to see Baby :) so over all pretty nice and den after training saw Girlfriend E across school :P hope she was guai lah :P hahahahaha

I am planning on growing my hair again so that i can cut it to this: what do ya'll think? yay? or nay?
never had this type of style so wanted to try :P
this should be long enough so, update this when i can :)

my darling, what ever has happened i hoped u like. i love you loads darling :) please be happy and dun worry about me. i will always be happy as long as i am with u :) our 2 months is coming.

Lazy Weekend + 1 Weekday

2009-07-13T20:03:00.008+08:00

This weekend was a very lazy weekend xD

FRIDAY
hmm... started off... with school... ended up going to a gb meeting where it was said that i had to wear my FULL U. for school on Monday T..T i really thought about "oversleeping" that day but it was JUST TOO obvious hehe plus Ms. Foo would really no the reason why i didn't come to school. I can't wait to get my first badge which is the physical badge. Reminds me of when i went to the kayaking course :P really really fun, though i had to wake up really really early in the morning for two days but it was somehow worth it. hahahaha capsize drill.
FOLLOWED by going to Tempaniese for treatment with my mom *secret things* *wink wink* den went home...

SATURDAY
woke up late, was suppose to meet baby at 9 in the morning to go with him to see the Frisbee CCA thing hahaha but overslept till 11 so in the end didn't go and just slept. Was suppose to go to Bishan at 2 to get the BOF (Boyz Over Flower) poster which was FREE!!! but yet again too lazy and tired so stayed at home and played SIMS 3!!!! which is absolutely addictive :)

SUNDAY
Woke up played Sims 3 again, watched csi.. took a nap den went out to find baby for dinner to make up of the day before.
...... one thing i realized... i am dumb ass lazy..
mom asked me y i wouldn't do homework.. told her there isn't, she asked y... obvious answer that anyone could ever give.. " I finished it..."

MONDAY
AAARRRGGHHHH!!! i swear.. i can never show my face again... Ms. Foo told us to look proud of wearing our uniform but the thing is we can't especially when the dress is long and freaking big for you... i realized that she is proud because it looks good on her... but ours *recruit* (ME) was.. like only expression "................." i tried hiding myself for the whole day... found it impossible xD but over all, it was fun :)
AFTER SCHOOL - Mr.umm... Vice Principle caught me after school for wearing home clothes after school.. i honestly thought that it would be okay to do such.. like we r going home.. so why can't we wear our home clothes i swear.. its it really annoying.. so weird.. forgot that SG can't do that... BUT WHY?!

baby u mean the world to me, as u have said before u love me like the amount of stars in the whole galixy, the number of leaves in a rainforst and the amount of water in the whole world... i really hope that u'll stay by me <3>

our one month :)

2009-07-06T23:09:00.011+08:00

HAPPY ONE MONTH!!

Today is our one month anniversary. (: hehehehe, even though it was just one month i had fun. Our decision was to go to the "drum roll please!" Singapore Zoo + Night Safari. Even though what i made was not something big, i really hoped he liked it from the bottom of his heart :3

What i made for him:
1) I wrote him a love/confession/acknowledgment letter
2) Baked Chocolate Chip Cookies.

What he made for me:
1) folded 99 hearts
2) folded ** Stars
3) 2 Turtles + 1 Bear
4) Water Bottle containing everything
5) a little thank you note

At The ZoOoOoOoOoOoOoOOOoO~~~~~
I had loads of fun, but it rained a little :) We were also lucky enough to watch every animal show :) damn elephants sprayed a lot of water onto us. Worst thing was that it was from her NOSE!!!

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My Friday :)

2009-07-03T23:09:00.003+08:00

Well nothing much happened today, had normal classes and realized got a pretty cute DnT Teacher :P BABY no worries i am not interested in him only into your right? :) but D.A.M.N!

Anyways my mei today got a sec 1 problem.. a lot of misunderstanding and just realized who was phoebe... no comment... never mind, i just helped her out. Made her realized things more easily.

Also sorted out My girlfriends probelms :) glad to have helped. I AM SURE U GIRLS can sort things out, just come for me if u guyz got problems again. N DUN CRY LAH! as you begin to cry my heart aches... more each time a tear drops by.

After school, played mahjong at my slaves house, baby also came plus he is surprisingly also very good. Pei shi and Lynnette was damn funny, look like they are trying to burn a hole in the tiles *staring at the tiles a lot* that was for the people who are too slow :P and Lao Po was laughing to herself in the corner with the com... weirdo.. i no XD

Walked home again, and wow was nearly caught with my mom. she was driving and baby and i was holding hands den i run away XD hope she didn't see, but i dun think she did cause normally she won't be looking on the sidewalks XD hahaha but now... i must find another route to walk home, if i wan2 walk that is :P

well that is all abt today, and me :3 i had loads of fun :)

Baby ar.. i love u no and forever, nothing can express the way i feel for u. i wan2 thank you for everything. i hope u can stay healthy and have many happy days as u are with me:) wo ai ni~~~ <3

Today, got to be happy and sad :)

2009-06-30T19:59:00.002+08:00

School started off with me being late, thanks to a special SOMEONE gave me the wrong information about what time does school start. Since i am a fuzzy person based on memory :P i was still late. The funniest thing was i saw the SOMEONE late too hahahahaha, so all ends well.

Classes were normal and usual but i love today's schedule started off with VA and Mrs. Teo is the teacher that can make your ears literally bleed. I find her the most annoying teacher i have ever seen, she seem to be like... always having PMS or hasn't been screwed by her husband (wonder..if he actually wants to or not) recently. *MAIN POINT* she is up tight* Saw baby in Chem, which made me smile until i saw Elsagoff yet once again i laughed because of V being the Lion...again

MOVING ON! had 1hour of free period because i am exempted from MT, before that was watching Iskandar.. doing some type of happy MJ dance?? hahahahahaha was very entertaining :P so i slacked off with Tofiqe, Melvin and some other dude. Feels somewhat weird because i am the only girl..

den had break... ate... moved back to class but before that saw baby again :3 den went to maths and the Mrs/Ms. Quack was so... extra? i found her quite annoying.. but nvm, had free period again and den baby came and gave me a pineapple when i was chilling with the chicks :) jeevi and shaki, girl talked TOP SECRET THINGS :) in the end i got my story sorted out and they learnt something new :)

Surprisingly i saw baby a lot :D but felt really awful when i realized my mom was home and i couldn't be with him even, for just a while...

Quarrel with my mom.. and she is.. so unreasonable.. i think its her PMS as well.. or she just got attitude problem.. wtf man!... hai~ i am forced to somewhat love a bitch :P hahahahah JK no matter wt she is, i'll still HAVE TO love her :P

sumthing special today :)

2009-06-26T16:03:00.003+08:00

Today i met Wendy at Yishun and we did our science project abt the lava lamp which is home made :)

+today is my youngest uncles wedding, finally he is getting married. Superbly happy for him and well i will be wearing a nice gown which was worn before.. not me but some one else. hehehe here are a few pics of wt i wore :D

Continues...

2009-06-22T20:49:00.006+08:00

So as i just came back from GB camp... WL... really tired.. swear to god.. it was the toughest thing every! one thing i learned is how to appreciate everything at home :D sleeping on concrete floor.. wa lau.. damn hard to sleep on.. fucking pissed and could only shower for only 3-4 mins.. no longer.. even more JL... T_T missed home so much, suffering is over

Summer love leehhhh~~~ kekekeke going very well :)

think i found the guy i have been always been looking for, very happy to have him :P
for now.. i will call him Baby, scared to be exposed ;X hehehehehe

so the day i just finishes camp and didn't have communication with baby for 3 days straight.. damn tough leh.. really.. it really hurt.. if i was a guy if felt like sum1 kept kicking my crotch.. XD but really. it made my heart sour up and everything but over all wen we met again on the day i was let out, i dropped my bag and ran up to him and just hugged him.. it felt like everything fell back into place again, without him i feel very uneasy..><

TODAY went to Winnie's place and got my foot eaten by fish!!! really.. its was so scary!!! their so big!!! T_T EEEEKKKK!!! at first Winnie and i was really afraid but then baby came to the rescue :P hahahaha he put his hand first and the held my hand together we let the fish eat out dead skin... very weird.. i no.. but very sweet :S

hehehehe anyways after that went to Winnie's place to play with COOKIE!!! :) SUPER CUTE!

and den met baby and he sent me home. hehehe on the way i made this candy thing with candy shit... XD hahaha very fun :P i swear he is the sweetest thing i have ever seen :P *sorry i couldn't have dinner, promise that i will Tomorrow* :D
:)

XOXOXOXOXO 06/06/09 XOXOXOXOXO

a 40 questions qizz abt everything???

2009-06-22T20:14:00.004+08:00

1. The person who asked me to do this quiz. Winnie

2. Your relationship with him or her. 她是我的老婆 :D

3. Your first impression on him/her: umm... tall, quiet cute and nice :) (kinda got the impression of ur click was like mean girls because of asking me to join ur click loh XD)

4. Your most memorable moment with him/her? just hanging out and talking (this means the majority of the times we ever do go out)

5. The most memorable thing you said to him/her? Family problems

6. If he/she becomes your lover? a... huh??? IF i was a lesbo.. not a problem :)

7. If he/she becomes your love, what would you like him/her to improve on? nothing because she is PERFECT *that is if i was a lesbo*

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do? i dunno... because.. i can't seem to hate her :) this happens when nice ppl are too nice :P

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, what will be the reason? ummm... dunno.. dun think she is become my enemy.. honestly.. it can't be anything loh..

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now are: hahaha to do the full 9 yards of being totally girly (manicure, facial, pedicure, shopping, checking out hunks *ONLY if i was single)

11. Your overall impression on her/him: very understanding, and very nice, and a really good friend

12. The characteristic you love most about yourself : my understandingness..??

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself: that i hate being alone...

14. The most idea you want to be is: wa... wan2 become a bimbo for a day :P

15. For people that care and like you, say something to them: you'll is da best! and i care abt ya'll too :)

16. Pass this quiz to 10 peoples who you want to know how they feel about you:

1. Febe :) *nicknamed*

2. Winnie

3. Vanessa

4. Lydia

5. Wendy

6. Lynnette

7. Pei Shi

8. Germaine

9. Michelle *Literal BFF*

10. Jia En

17. Who is 6 having relationship with? i think she enjoys being single at the moment

18. Is 9 a male of female? FEMALE... unless she is a she-male.. and i dunno abt it..hahaha

19. If 7 & 10 were together, would it be a good thing? hahahaha... no! wa.. very weird....

20. What is 2 studying at the moment? .. she is.. probably on the phone right now. Chatting away

21. When was the last time you had a chat with 3? umm..3 days ago??

22. What kind of music does 8 like? i am thinking.. rock?? techno? i am also not very sure :P

23. Does 1 have any siblings? kekekeke yeah...><

24. Will you woo number 3? if i was a guy most probably!

25. How about 7? not bad not bad XD very funny and entertaining y not right?

26. Is 4 single? i think so... not sure on her status right no.. but so far i think so

27. What's the surname of 5? WENDY YING :)

28. What's the hobby of 5? sports??? netball?? reading magz

29. Do 5 & 9 get along well? THEY DON't KNOW EACH OTHER!

30. Where is 2 studying at? Kuo Chuan Presbytarian Secondary School la!

31. Say something casual about your eyes: i like the color and i like the shape :D

32. Have tried developing feelings for 5? develop?? wa... always had! XD

33.What colors does 4 like? black? white? red? blue? not very sure :P

34. Are 5 and 1 good friends? they only know each other

35. Does 7 like 2? think they are alright :)

36. How did you get to know 2? during my first day at school :)

37. Does 1 have any pets? nope but this person wishes to have a dog :)

38. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world? YESH!!!! XD

39. How is 4 related to you? classmates and friends lah :)

40. Describe 4. SMALL!!! XD and understandable, fun, active *hehehehe*

SORRY~

2009-06-05T14:47:00.011+08:00

Been so busy recently with SUMMER LOVE and PARTIES... and... sadly. school CCA Stuff...

recent parties is WENDIES BIRTHDAY :)
hehehehe well its wendy my babies Birthday :) now she is 14 i am happy for her though... i still feel.. freaking old.. XD hahahahaa one year wouldn't hurt now would it??
It was a crazy Process woke up at i think 8 am? got ready and went to yishun by 9am to buy things.... got the GIRLS *Winnie, Fiona, Vanessa, Lynnette, Pei Shi & jia en*
at abt 10 am got home and started to bake and play with the dog :) den went off to surprise Wendy :)

Cam Whoring

wt a week XD

2009-05-20T23:08:00.002+08:00

WOW. I can't believe that my exams are finally over, and i also can't wait till i get my results back tomorrow. I realized a few things while i have been caged in my house these past few weeks. :P since i got a new puppy as many may have known :) SHE IS THE CUTEST THING I HAVE EVER SEEN!

My exams was very hahahaha :) not bad, well at least i hope so because i had so little time to study i was able to manage through the whole thing since i am so GUAI :D hahahaha but nvm i was able to do all of them because i PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS :) which is good enough. i really hope that i am able to get into express class though some ONE had discouraged me. I am still willing to try :) better then nothing right?

... hmm.. i have also completely given up on guyz XD i dun expect much. nvm i take that back XD i do expect a lot but yet i am still not sure, maybe its because i really dun think i wan2 get back into a lovey relationship.. maybe because.. i actually. dunno.. my heart has gotten cold XD :P

omfg i was also called cheap not long ago.. wtf! pissed me off completely.. like dun judge me.. wen u dun even no me.. i wonder wt type of friend u would be when u literally no me but never mind. i dun care, i won't waste my time thinking abt sumthing so stupid and not worth thinking abt. when i could actually make use of it like.. having fun with friends XD

argh... so much has happened.. XD but yeah.. i just wish to some of my friends that actually treat me like one>< i might be selfish but i.. just wan2 feel like u understand me and i understand u, though we r having different cultures i just wish that we could remain in the circle of love ( FRIENDS WISE, i ain't less ) XD

dats abt it :) hehehehe CCA'S are starting and kinda happy needa become FIT again :D

***wt i have been mostly thinking abt recently*** ...... wen can i go out again??....

NOTHING can be proven if it just goes down like this...

2009-05-10T14:43:00.003+08:00

Like for sure one thing i figure my parents dunno how to handle is how to discipline. I just find it really unfair that it been nearly 3 weeks and yeah maybe i need more time to show them stuff but come on its seriously getting onto my nerves a lot! I can understand that maybe 3 weeks have been a small unit but to be within these three weeks i was never allowed to go out, go eat, have my phone, go out to seriously study... like.. i really feel like all my freedom has left and that there really is nothing anymore... i just can't satisfy myself so that everyday i have to play games and msn ppl... i need to satisfy myself to be able to focus again.. its a system i have been having for the past times... i can't do this.. i seriously am gona crack soon... this is totally off my line... cmon.. even my phone that NORMALLY wakes me up so i get to skl on time is taken away... and my normal alarm clock dun wake me up because i really can't find it useful at all. so no i got to bother my family and tell them to wake me up. if they just give it back then they can sleep and so i can wake up properly.. is like a everybody wins type of thing.. just ARGH! i can't stand all this for long.. i just wish to let them know the true me can't deal with such.. and i figured i really need to control myself before i become more rebellious due too all this boundaries i am having, naturally teens like me who have a sudden boundary tends to become more rebellious and stubborn.. but i realize if i become like that.. then the boundaries are gona last longer.. so

KEEP IN MIND SIAN STAY CALM!

ANOTHER FEW DAYS LATER :P
hahahaha i am surprised that my mom opened a atm card for me :D which makes me kinda happy hahaha i no its retarded.. but i sum how really like everything that is given to me :S guess thats y i shop so much XD

+ i got new shoes too :D

OMFG!!

2009-05-07T15:55:00.006+08:00

******OMFG TMR! exams are coming>< im so effed up! and scared to shitz!!!so sad..

******and STILL NO PHONE, Sandeep i also apologize for my mothers SMS XP

******+ its been 2 weeks for me being clean :D hahahahha CONGRATS TO ME! XD anyways yeah dats it :P

****** o TODAY IS A VERY SPECIAL DAY :) from 6 pm onwards.. its going to be a new start again! for me :P

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DA DUMMM!!!! my braces are FINALLY OFF!!! you seriously have no idea how it feels like to finally have them off!!! Their like the new OMG to me hahahaha. My mouth feels so smooth and soft again :D no more metal shit in me XD BUHAHAHAHAH!!!

Exams
Today was our first examination on English and Mother Tongue, it kinda feels funny because... i have never seen this noisy school sound so silent before hahahahah! but it was awesome! My English exam was ... um.. messy, that's the only word i can really describe it. I hope i Passed to be honest my grammar and all that.. is not what i would call PERFECT. for Mother Tongue hahaha it was quite funny because... i only did the MQ and then... i fell asleep for the rest of the time BECAUSE i really dunno wt to do.. like seriously... i have no idea what the heck their asking me... i just dun wan2 do it TxT i think i slept for.. wt? 45 min.? GREAT TIME to have a nap.

AFTER EXAMS
BRICE, DARRYL, CLARENCE MORRIS DEM ALL... were so mean lo... bully me XD Darryl took my kai wen key chain off my bag and stated throwing it around and because wa.. so many of them.. no chance....>< and nobody helped me!!! it took me for ever to get it back
until i bit Clarences' arm :P i den went to j8 to buy my mummy a gift and stuff to make her gift. when i got time I'll take pics n upload dem XD hahah go ask clarence if u dun believe me X:P

HAHAHAHA LMAO! wtf!

2009-05-05T17:44:00.003+08:00

I MISS MY PHONE><

recently.. i dunno gotten into a lot of shit XD but hey. i wonder... wen did i never? XP the good news is that i am more guai now :)

i kinda feel bad.. because my step dad.. i feel like he really doesn't love me anymore.. i feel like he doesn't wan2 love such a girl.. but.. i dunno.. no matter what i'd still love him as my dad.. and even if it was my fault at first.. i am TRY HARD>< ++++++oil!!!! :) [in Cantonese it means jia you] bet ya didn't no that right?! XD

i still feel quite weird.. after what has happened :) but i really really wan2 thank all the friends that got my back when i fell really hard... :D thank ya'll!! i bet u no who u guyz are :D

FRIENDS are really worth having and i dun regret ever knowing ya'll cause surprisingly even the ones that are just a bit younger than u can actually understand who u really are.

MUAH!!! LOVE AND KISSES YA'LL
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

not much info to give because its tooooooo JUICY XD

Another week comes and goes by... so fast :P

2009-04-18T23:35:00.001+08:00

well lets.. start of wit Monday :P

nothing really happened.. actually. besides the fact that i got a gd PFT score :) pretty happy but i realized that the INCLINE was so hard!!! i only got 7... wouldn't stop laughing at MR.PG's face hahahaha he is so funny!

Tuesday
Missed netball because of my leg.. and... well yeah... went home :) my knee still hurts >< wan2 go see the doctor but... tragically no time XD O WELL nex time right??

ALSO... my 3rd time being late.. so sad T_T got detention again :P ITS SUPA DEPRESSING! im so afraid of getting suspension!
took pics with V

Wednesday..
... today... hmm... i can't rmb.. to much of a blurry the only thing i rmb.. but having detention with pei shi :P and Mr. rumbzi hahaha i think that's how u spell his name hahahaha it was so fun!!! we were like debating abt society things and.... getting to no each other while doing paper work :P tough but fun :)

Thrusday
didn't go training again because i needed to see the doctor but for sum reason.. wasn't able to make it in time..

so i got new specs :P they look so nerdy hahahaha but i am ONLY going to wear dem at home so nobody can see it kekekeke

Friday
THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY! well all i rmb was dat... i wasn't late.... slept in maths classs.. which is abnormal.. but it was so HOT! and .. i was really tired so.. VANESSA also slept hahaha she was one seat in front of me so we both slept :P... this is also the day i dropped out of Chinese class :) so glad! i dun needa fail it any more hahahaha..

for the 2.4 run.. i skipped it cause i like my time :) so i hope i dun needa run again.. can't be bothered to sweat AGAIN! LIKE EVERYDAY!== makes me stink...

Also went to do CIP it was fun :) finally got to bond wit the sec1's hahahaha me and Rachel just chilled and did paper work.. in the middle of no where.. that had aircon.! awesome!!! :)

BRACES! finally this is my last month beofre it comes off :) so effing happy :))) hahahahahahah!!! i kinda forgot how it felt like.. without things in ur mouth.. i seriously can't wait!

Saturday
OMFG GB!... it was terribly hot!stood in the hot sun nor moving at all was so harsh! for.. like wt? 2-3 hours T_T well... i am not sure but it felt like that hahahahaha
... the BAND was great actually surprisingly quiet pro ;) but it scared me wen they first banged the bang noise thing.. XD because i was the closest person to them :) their real good. :D besides that... i like the drums the most looks so awesome hahaha i might sound retardedly gay but it really isn't that bad for secondary scholars.

WINNIES B-DAY! hahaha i made a cake for her on friday and it turned out weird... but today wen we presented it :) it was really nice that MOSTLY EVERYONE tried it :)
Winnie got cake bashed:P and so did.. i and other... which is awkward.. cause.. wth... its not even my bday XD but really enjoyed it :)

Sunday
which is not over yet but i can predict it..

BED, NICE, SLEEP, WATER, AIR CONDITIONER, FOOD, AND RELAXATION finally i get to have a day of peace !!

well dats it for this time :)

XOXOXOXOXOXOX

hmmm... wt coming UP?! the sky?! nope just my life :3

2009-03-23T20:27:00.000+08:00

Well hey ya'll though.. i haven't updated a lot lol BECAUSE.. there is nothing to update HAHAHAHAHAHAH! :) so.. life has been life.. and

the HOLIDAYS just ended.. (shit) but yeah it was my first time in a chalet.. or a bungalow.. or wt eva u call it kekekeke.

hm.. had GB bowling! and it was GREAT!! everyone was so laud and fun hehehehe i actually love bowling with friends ;) though its competitive sports but still!!! love matters first yeah? :P

then.. the CCL3 hahahahah!! fucking funny wen i found out wt the explosion was lol! they popped a balloon!! loL!!i rmb says "dats it?........."

Pis of me wendy and Jia En :P

well skl started and hopping to do great this term ^^ GOOD LUCK AND RAISE MY GRADES :P
that goes out to everyone else :P but.. yeah

i took this from my room :) supa PRETTY! it was right after the really really really really really big.. thunder storm.. scary stuff i have to say :P

missing quiet a few ppl in HK kinda sad.. but wteva :P i hope to see them again :P

**<3 live life like u never have before<3**

I can get pass this pain, even if it breaks my heart :3

2009-02-24T19:40:00.001+08:00

hilo~ C: its been a while but still.. nothing new... AYIA!!!
well recently.. i got into a fight wit my parents and... it sucked.. cause in the end i still dun get i wan.. its really retarded.. but anyways!

Shaun a friend from HK came over for visa and he visited me ^^ it was fun cause we hanged at J8 and AMK on Saturday

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Den... hmmm... i got a hair cut ^^ but its barely even noticeable :P but i really find self-styling ur hair is hard ><

Skl is so skl.. everyday attending classes laughing wit ur friends :P there kinda is nothing more to it :P

recently i got to meet out side ppl but very limited like... wt..3? lol but yeah ^^ it was fun though that was like.. 2 weeks ago hahahaha

I got my uniform for GB hahaha it looks so smart its kinda unbelievable;e and not my style but its really really cute! but no pics taken so too bad :)

I hate maths.. i suck balls at it :P and yeah ^^ gona go out this Saturday kinda excited >< i wish one day i could really attend church properly.. cause like i have been so busy.. i dun even have the time to.. argh!!! this is really a pain!! in the ***

but for now... i got to live like this.. so not use to it lol... well~ anyways trying to get out there and demand for my stuff *shit*

peace n love ^^

Recently..

2009-02-08T17:55:00.000+08:00

Family issues, friend issues, Love issues ....never leave do they...
i wish one day i could just fly, fly from everything that's problematic..
but sumthing was taught to me very long ago... was that if u always keep running then..
u will never become stronger because u neva face them.
so that's y i think i grew stronger both mentally and physically

until i am the person i am now ^^
Happy, Smileing, Got my Own Thoughts and Personality, Not Afriad of anything,
and my No.1. !! No one can bring me down!!

i realized that now.. everything happens for a reason.. nothing is to be blamed
"keep in mind" that ********sticks and stones will break my bones
but words will never hurt me**********

**BTW! really happy that i ran the 2.4 km, i came 5th outa the whole class and 2nd in the girls runner up, this is only for practise though Y_Y so i hope to get tis again in the real thing.**

<with these words (it's a song)>

BROKE A LEG

2009-02-05T21:05:00.000+08:00

Today i was totally unprepared for the test lol!! i hope i just passed at least T_T fuck.. i wish i passed!! T3T
I AM FAILING,I AM FAILING,I AM FAILING,I AM FAILING,I AM FAILING,I AM FAILING,I AM FAILING,I AM FAILING,I AM FAILING,I AM FAILING,I AM FAILING,I AM FAILING,I AM FAILING,I AM FAILING,I AM FAILING,I AM FAILING,I AM FAILING,I AM FAILING,I AM FAILING,I AM FAILING,I AM FAILING,I AM FAILING,I AM FAILING,I AM FAILING.

>>< i got to join the Netball team and the GB :) but still very unsure abt the confirmation =) cause i really really absolutely wanna do both... cause their active and i am a very active person, i freaking hell love sports like really badly!!

latley .. i miss a lot of ppl which is kinda sad but hey!! ppl here can make it up and also.. i dunno.. just the ppl is diff=)) hahaha
GB is so cute lol! i think its so cute the whole uniform and the badges and ect!! just so cute lol i guess cause this is my frist time to join sumthing like this =)) BUT HEY its gd to learn new things right?! and netball wow.. i am happy i am able to play this game again cause.. like cmon! i played it in middle skl!! so happy BRINGS BACK MEMORIES!!

Wow.. never in my life had i had a big..week.. yet surprising im still living :P

2009-02-04T20:39:00.000+08:00

**YOYOYO**
yeah~..~ this is ma first time to Blog.. so kinda new.. so GIVE ME SUM SLACK~~ @2@

>>>ANYWAYS~~~ well.. since i ever moved to Singapore.. ppl.. lost of ppl!!! like thousands of ppl!! well.. to be honest just a few <3333 style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">PRIVILAGE of a new girl i guess lol but shit.. im still the tallest girl T3T Y~~~
LIKE; Jia En, Vanessa, Wendy, Lydia, Lynette, Winnie, Trica, Pei Shi ect. ect. ect. damn to many to name :P jkjk these are only the ppl in ma class and its called 2 Grace!! (named after one of my gd friends :P)
so... yeah... just girl issues like.. fights lol!! not nameing names u no who u r :P and well its a lot for just a few weeks.. damn i miss HK it was so fun! but i bet if i apriciated singapore.. it would be GREATER :P
the food really sucks in skl!! lol!! but i think i will get use to it :P
Love... the topic of love... is so hard core lol!! just problematic but i hope everything will be normal! wait... as if love is ever normal for me lol!! hahaha a but i mean normal as in teenage love =)
MY HOPES!! to do gd so that i can skip grades and i dun needa do O lvls at 18 :P YIKES! and... well to be happy EVERYDAY! :D
but really thanks to all the ppl who have been nice to me and acullty noticese me! well thanks to who ever that dose! lol
o BTW!! i have never seen suck a class!! LOL! this is my first time where a class is this wild!