Like for sure one thing i figure my parents dunno how to handle is how to discipline. I just find it really unfair that it been nearly 3 weeks and yeah maybe i need more time to show them stuff but come on its seriously getting onto my nerves a lot! I can understand that maybe 3 weeks have been a small unit but to be within these three weeks i was never allowed to go out, go eat, have my phone, go out to seriously study... like.. i really feel like all my freedom has left and that there really is nothing anymore... i just can't satisfy myself so that everyday i have to play games and msn ppl... i need to satisfy myself to be able to focus again.. its a system i have been having for the past times... i can't do this.. i seriously am gona crack soon... this is totally off my line... cmon.. even my phone that NORMALLY wakes me up so i get to skl on time is taken away... and my normal alarm clock dun wake me up because i really can't find it useful at all. so no i got to bother my family and tell them to wake me up. if they just give it back then they can sleep and so i can wake up properly.. is like a everybody wins type of thing.. just ARGH! i can't stand all this for long.. i just wish to let them know the true me can't deal with such.. and i figured i really need to control myself before i become more rebellious due too all this boundaries i am having, naturally teens like me who have a sudden boundary tends to become more rebellious and stubborn.. but i realize if i become like that.. then the boundaries are gona last longer.. so
KEEP IN MIND SIAN STAY CALM! ANOTHER FEW DAYS LATER :P
hahahaha i am surprised that my mom opened a atm card for me :D which makes me kinda happy hahaha i no its retarded.. but i sum how really like everything that is given to me :S guess thats y i shop so much XD
+ i got new shoes too :D
