SORRY~

Been so busy recently with SUMMER LOVE and PARTIES... and... sadly. school CCA Stuff...

recent parties is WENDIES BIRTHDAY :)
hehehehe well its wendy my babies Birthday :) now she is 14 i am happy for her though... i still feel.. freaking old.. XD hahahahaa one year wouldn't hurt now would it??
It was a crazy Process woke up at i think 8 am? got ready and went to yishun by 9am to buy things.... got the GIRLS *Winnie, Fiona, Vanessa, Lynnette, Pei Shi & jia en*
at abt 10 am got home and started to bake and play with the dog :) den went off to surprise Wendy :)

Cam Whoring

wt a week XD

WOW. I can't believe that my exams are finally over, and i also can't wait till i get my results back tomorrow. I realized a few things while i have been caged in my house these past few weeks. :P since i got a new puppy as many may have known :) SHE IS THE CUTEST THING I HAVE EVER SEEN!



My exams was very hahahaha :) not bad, well at least i hope so because i had so little time to study i was able to manage through the whole thing since i am so GUAI :D hahahaha but nvm i was able to do all of them because i PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS :) which is good enough. i really hope that i am able to get into express class though some ONE had discouraged me. I am still willing to try :) better then nothing right?

... hmm.. i have also completely given up on guyz XD i dun expect much. nvm i take that back XD i do expect a lot but yet i am still not sure, maybe its because i really dun think i wan2 get back into a lovey relationship.. maybe because.. i actually. dunno.. my heart has gotten cold XD :P

omfg i was also called cheap not long ago.. wtf! pissed me off completely.. like dun judge me.. wen u dun even no me.. i wonder wt type of friend u would be when u literally no me but never mind. i dun care, i won't waste my time thinking abt sumthing so stupid and not worth thinking abt. when i could actually make use of it like.. having fun with friends XD

argh... so much has happened.. XD but yeah.. i just wish to some of my friends that actually treat me like one>< i might be selfish but i.. just wan2 feel like u understand me and i understand u, though we r having different cultures i just wish that we could remain in the circle of love ( FRIENDS WISE, i ain't less ) XD

dats abt it :) hehehehe CCA'S are starting and kinda happy needa become FIT again :D

***wt i have been mostly thinking abt recently*** ...... wen can i go out again??....

NOTHING can be proven if it just goes down like this...

Like for sure one thing i figure my parents dunno how to handle is how to discipline. I just find it really unfair that it been nearly 3 weeks and yeah maybe i need more time to show them stuff but come on its seriously getting onto my nerves a lot! I can understand that maybe 3 weeks have been a small unit but to be within these three weeks i was never allowed to go out, go eat, have my phone, go out to seriously study... like.. i really feel like all my freedom has left and that there really is nothing anymore... i just can't satisfy myself so that everyday i have to play games and msn ppl... i need to satisfy myself to be able to focus again.. its a system i have been having for the past times... i can't do this.. i seriously am gona crack soon... this is totally off my line... cmon.. even my phone that NORMALLY wakes me up so i get to skl on time is taken away... and my normal alarm clock dun wake me up because i really can't find it useful at all. so no i got to bother my family and tell them to wake me up. if they just give it back then they can sleep and so i can wake up properly.. is like a everybody wins type of thing.. just ARGH! i can't stand all this for long.. i just wish to let them know the true me can't deal with such.. and i figured i really need to control myself before i become more rebellious due too all this boundaries i am having, naturally teens like me who have a sudden boundary tends to become more rebellious and stubborn.. but i realize if i become like that.. then the boundaries are gona last longer.. so

KEEP IN MIND SIAN STAY CALM!

ANOTHER FEW DAYS LATER :P
hahahaha i am surprised that my mom opened a atm card for me :D which makes me kinda happy hahaha i no its retarded.. but i sum how really like everything that is given to me :S guess thats y i shop so much XD



+ i got new shoes too :D